Sunday 24 February 2013

Surrender

Out of my depth, 
I know
in my soul,
the things I cannot hide from,
the knowledge I cannot deny. 

And there comes a time,
when learning how to swim 
is the only option. 

The drill reached the depths,
to see beneath the surface,
exposing my heart
to all my pain. 

Be like a waterfall. 

Dive in and surrender. 

You can never hide 
your true nature.

Saturday 16 February 2013

Into the Light




Rest in my darkness.

Because,
it is the only thing 
that holds us together. 

An open wound 
allowed
the light to come in. 

Before my mind
even comprehended
the invasion. 

Now, I have no choice,
except 
to keep walking forward.

Into the light,
guiding my steps,
He holds my hands. 

Thursday 7 February 2013

A Life Worth Living

Light dancing, 
holding the space
for your heart,
for your existence,
to feel its soul,
the reason it came into
this being. 

Fill me up with all you know,
all that I am
loving to know,
and yet,
so very afraid of. 

Because, 
I know,
I will never be able to come back to this place again
once I know. 

Change and transformation
are the only promises,
and there is no net,
to catch me,
when I fall...if I fall. 

Only love to hold me,
as I climb my mountain. 

Hopeful and afraid,
living in two places
at once. 

What scares me more
is not to live at all... 

Saturday 2 February 2013

Cold and Broken

As you slept, you never saw my fear.
You never even saw me look. 

Awake, yet 
on another planet. 

And I don't exist 
on this planet.

Irrelevant 
in your world,

until you decide 
when it's convenient 
for me, 
to be relevant,
to you. 

A cold heart,
sapping me.

Just go back to your world. 
Now.